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Unfortunately, I am everything I wish I wasn't (how cliche), so much that more often than not, I'm unpleasantly surprised by my reflection. I try to stay away from mirrors when at all possible, prefering to imagine myself as looking the way I picure myself in my head: willowly and lightly tanned with smooth hair and green eyes, eyes that are NOT framed by orangutan brows and that are both curved into a slight almond shape, instead of just one. My nose is small and tapered, turning up slightly at the end. In no way does it resemble the trademark Hebrew nose, that is to say, it most certainly does not protrude from my face like some sort of deformed mountain range. My hands are the only things that are ever consistant. My fingers are long and thin, though I imagine that will change very soon to match the rest of my body.

Surpisingly enough, this journal is not an outlet for me to rant on about my looks and any other miscellaneous insecurities I my have. However, it IS an outlet for me to rage about everything else. I'll try to keep it to a minimum =). Truth is, it's extremely unhealthy to not keep a journal, and I've been trying forever to stick with it, but for some reason or another, I just stop writing in it. The idea is that since I'm on the computer all the time anyway, I'll naturally just start writing here while I'm on it, thereby getting my teen emotions out in a time-friendly fashion. Internet journals are also much more difficult to misplace.